Mr.S...

It's been 8 days since my first post. Not a very good start, but i really do have lots of thing going on right now(excuses...hehehe). My bad!

Anyway, went back to my hometown last weekend and managed to settle some very2 important thing. Met the photog, went to my mak andam and made some changes regarding the wedding arrangement. And finally managed to get someone to do Mr.S's hantaran. Being a perfectionist (read fussy) man that he is, we ended up spending almost 7 hours there. He really took his time browsing through all the design before he finalize everything. Thank god he had choose the color earlier, otherwise we might be spending the night there...hehehe. At the end of the day he decide to settle for dulang buluh as bekas hantaran with dark purple and silver as the theme color.

My whole 26 years of life, I've never seen or met a men who is so involved with the his own wedding preparations other than Mr.S. Most of the time, they will get the barang hantaran (shoes,shirt,perfume,jeweleries....etc) but when it comes to the decorating part, its definitely being taken care off by mom, sisters or fiance. But not Mr.S!

Little that i know, that I'm gonna marry such a man. No, i am not complaining. Not at all. In fact i feel so blessed. He knows what he wants. He has the idea but not very good in interpreting it. And this is where i need to play my part. At the end of the day, it feels good knowing he finally get what he wants. And trust me, we are not just talking about hantaran, but the whole wedding. Be it the caterer, the mak andam for his side, the theme color, the location...everything!

Hopefully he will remained the same. Knowing what he wants and how to lead his family is very important. I pray very2 hard that he will love me and our future children unconditionally. Only time will tell...

The Beginning

So much is happening in my life rite now....
The piles of work at the office..
Preparing for the wedding..
Undone hantaran...
And i'm getting married in 23 days (OMG)
sighh......

All of the above = Major stress level = Me being grumpy+hot tempered+overly sensitive...
I really need to let it out....